I never realized how tense my body was until sylvia was massaging it.Everyone looked at me and asked me what was wrong.I stared at everyone and said nothing.But to be honest, I'm missing something.Something that was a part of me but seemed to drift away.I just put my head on my lap while Sylvia was massaging my back singing in polish.She seems to take my troubles away.She could sense something was wrong by my body language.Of course,when everyone leaves we had a deep conversation.I mean most of the time i kept my mouth shut about everything but for once I just spilt my guts out.I wanted to cry but I was holding it back because I didn't want to cry right then and there.I waited until Chrissy dropped me off home.
Monday,November 7
"Omg, I was reading some of the comments from when we were going out.I don't think I couldn't stop smiling last night.I saw the one that you left me on our 2nd month,the one that was a page long and I think I was about to cry no joke.Then I read the one that you were like I'll love you forever and ever and I'll never hurt you no matter what and that you were the best thing that has ever happened to me.I seriously couldn't stop smiling last night(: you were the best thing that ever happened to me, I can honestly say you were the best girlfriend I ever had.I look at our dog tag and listen to our song every night when I'm not busy.If i had another chance, I wouldn't make the same mistakes that I made in the past"
"What broke us up?'
"I don't know.I felt like it was my fault.I'm sorry for all the fights I started with you in the past"
We broke up but never really understood why.He blames the whole thing on him but I said it's OK.We both don't know the reason,we simply just moved on.Now he's back...
"Things happen for a reason.You can't change the past..."
nataliaa_ericaa
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