Let's say I'm giving up but not for the good.I'm giving up and throwing every little thing that came my way and basically broke me down into pieces.I want to just ignore the bad and welcome the good.I want to have a good time,smile,laugh,tease,help,every positive thing out there.
I want to be able to trust and tell people how I feel slowly.I've been betrayed,treated like shit,lied to,cheated on,played,and all the above.But I don't want to reflect on it anymore.I want to move forward and forget every thing bad that happened to me.Yes,I wouldn't mind running away from the problems I face but come on this is real life we're talking about.There are times when I just want to be with my cousin and sleep over her house.She makes me feel loved and like nothing could go wrong when we're together.I want to sleepover and laugh about everything,everyone,and anything.
Let's enjoy life and accept everything that comes your way.Hold your friends hand and laugh.Watch scary movies in the dark.Walk in the morning to clear your head and live life with a smile.Do things you would never do but make sure you won't regret it in the future.Blast music,dance around like an idiot.Bake brownies and eat the whole thing.Hug,Kiss,Cuddle with someone who has always been there and never left your side.Someone true.
I walk around with a smile on my face focusing on the good so the bad wouldn't break me down.I laugh really loud,smile really big,hug really tight,scream people's name,run up to people and attack them with hugs.Hold my hand,grab me around the waist,kiss me,cuddle with me,let's do crazy shit together.It would seriously make my day and def make me smile.Forget the past.
Yeah there will be moments when people will piss me off.Actually the other day my friend Kim saw how pissed off I got and said "Damn Nati G I feel the tension.Your pissed.Calm down calm down.Don't kick her ass." When I get pissed you can tell but I won't show it.But I have to stop because I get mad and want to punch them in the face:p
But for me...I want to enjoy my life and laugh through everything because frankly I put others before me even though they treat me like complete shit and hurt me.Of course anyone could come up to me crying and I'd drop everything to make them smile or laugh again.That's just me.
"Let's start this over..."
nataliaa_ericaa
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