Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Suicide

Suicide-is the intentional killing of one's self. Suicide may occur for a number of reasons, including depression, shame, guilt, desperation, physical pain, emotional pressure, anxiety, financial difficulties, or other undesirable situations.

Alright see that.Everyday someone thinks or commits suicide.Half of the times people come to me and talk to me about it.Why?Simple reasons.I prevent them from doing it.I have a friend who just talks about killing herself and do you understand how hard it is for me to lay my head on my pillow at night knowing this girl is thinking about killing herself.I never know if I'm going to see her the next day in school.I cry,but I never tell her.The only thing I can tell her is I Love You and it's hard for her to except it because she's been lied to about love.I tell her she's my best friend and if she ends her life now it wouldn't do any good.I stay strong for her and I'm the only one who can stop her.I think about her and try to be there for her as much as I can.She knows the pain I go through everytime she tells me she wants to end her life.She can tell in my eyes even if I say I'm fine.She knows the pain I bear inside.The only thing I can do is just be there for her and make sure she's ok everyday.It's not so bad telling people how you feel.It's not good hiding your emotions...

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