Yeah OK?

There she goes again...walking right past me, like nothing ever happened, like if she never saw me. I felt like everything back fired on me and I just stay quiet feeling like if I say something my words will become twisted up and since you believe everyone else over me. It's fine. I kept my cool but you honestly don't understand how much I want to yell at you, how much I want to curse you off, put you down like all the times you made me feel like shit and made me cry, or just cry my eyes out like there's no tomorrow. I kept it fair by just keeping quiet because I need to control my emotions and just move on. Me like an idiot always thought it was my fault and I ended up crawling to your feet saying sorry because I couldn't stand when you were upset because I'd burst every time you accused me of something I didn't do. I noticed when I sit in class, I have my head down and barely talk. I can't look into any one's eyes because mine start to tear up. I fiddle with things that aren't even necessary and think. Think to myself. My thoughts get broken off when my phone rings or my parents call me downstairs. And then I'm back to reality.