What Is Love?

July 22 , 2010

Spent the day with my dad. I had to go back to the doctor. Heart racing , palms sweating , stomach shaking. I had the nerves coming to me. " Natalia Guzman , Doctor is ready to see you." ... " Dad come with me " Well , they gave my shots that wasn't necessary and my doctor told me there's nothing to worry about. OK ? Uhm ... there's a giant bump in the back of my head and you say not to worry about it ;; cool. I have to get blood work done tomorrow as soon as my dad gets out of work but I can't eat at all after 10 p.m. and until I wake up . How will I survive? I don't know , don't ask.

"Dad what is love ? "
" LOVE is spending time with your daughter"

My dad makes me cry with the things he says.

My sister texted me making sure everything is OK with me. My mom called and bugged out on my dad because she doesn't like the fact the doctor isn't doing anything for me. I was sitting on the floor and I heard my mom screaming on the floor while my dad is in the kitchen. My mom is just worried because her brother died with what I'm going through ... SCARY .

I think today is the day I'm going to cry myself to sleep while listening to music again.

Nataliaa