Monday, August 2, 2010

News

Friday I hung out with Rachelle and we had so much fun. We went to Nicolo's and ate french fries. Steph called and asked where I was and she met up with us bringing a whole group of people. Cj had his car and blasted music in the parking lot. Everyone was smoking besides me and Rachelle. We sang on the top of our lungs. Victoria showed me a video of Steph fighting this girl and I laughed. Rachelle and me walked back to her house waiting for my dad to come. On our way back she walked into a spider web and she spazzed out. It was pretty funny.

Saturday I saw Steph for a little bit.

Sunday was my sister's bachelette party. Entertaining but had cramps which kills.

Today doctor called for my blood work results. High Cholesterol .

Monday, July 26, 2010

New York

July 24, 2010



It's funny how this all started. Today , I helped my sister with wedding stuff. My brother was talking about how he's going to New York for his job and he invited me last minute. My dad was hesitate for me to go but he said yeah last minute. I started to pack. I leave for tomorrow and come back Thursday.



July 25 ,2010



It's my dad's birthday and we went out to eat to celebrate it . It was fun. My brother and me left at 3. My ass never hurt so bad in my life. The car ride was 4 hours and we didn't get to Lake George (where I stayed) at 7:25 p.m. We checked into the hotel room and it was OK. The only bad thing was the after smell of bogie's and there was left over pizza in the fridge. After , I met Bob who is my brother's partner and we went on the 2nd floor where his room is that had a balcony. The view was the best view ever. We went out to eat dinner called Grandma's Back Porch and it was amazing. The food covered half the table. Then we walked next to the lake and the moon light bounced off of it and it looked so peaceful. The breeze was light and chilly. We walked back to our room and called it a day.



July 26, 2010

So , I woke up and my brother and me walked around town. We went in the arcade and played some games. Bob met up with us after and we ate. After , we walked back to the hotel and went in the pool. The water was freezing , extremely cold. I tanned for a little bit and I got darker. We went back to our hotel room and I showered , re-did my hair and got dressed for the cocktail party. It was awkward at first because this girl screamed oh my god , I love your dress and everyone stared. I smiled and said thank you. I grabbed some food and sat down and everyone was talking to me complimenting me. They'd ask my name and since it was a little formal party I stated my full name. I talked to my brother's co-worker in the teamsters and got information on how they got their training and I'm fairly interested to start working for them as soon as I turn 21. They're a Union and fight people's battles. I met a lot of people who were fairly nice. This one guy was drunk and I was laughing because the way he was acting when at the corner of my eye saw a man staring at me. I looked and we both smiled at the drunk guy and I looked away. He kept staring and when I looked again and he winked drinking his cup smiling through it. He made a gesture like can I get you a drink or do you want to go to the hotel room but I don't know what he was pointing at. I just shook my head no and laughed. I felt like going up to him saying I'm 16 , I'm not old enough to drink. After , everyone left and it me and my brother with 2 co-workers conversing. I stayed in the hotel room went on the computer for a bit and my brother was outside talking to his workers once again. I passed out and he didn't come in til 12:12 exactly which was after mid-night. We passed out and I had a nightmare that my brother broke a woman's arm and there was blood everywhere. Weird right ?

"Night baby ! I LOVE that you text me every night<3">
"Well it's because I love you and I don't want you to think your not on my mind because you are (: "
"BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY ! That just made me smile so big. Let's go out (: "
"Lol I fucking love you, you make me smile when I'm upset."
"(: I love you so much you don't understand ! What would you do if I asked you out ? "

I never answered back

July 27, 2010



I woke up for lunch. The 3 of us got pizza. After my brother and me came back to the hotel room and used the computer for a bit. I took a shower and got ready for our dinner boat. The line was pretty long because the ship crew took pictures before you enetered the boat and in the end we ended up buying the pictures. The boat ride was nice. We went up to the top deck and enjoyed the warm breeze that passed us by. We came back to the hotel and used the computers.



"Don't have to be. :) You've always been cute. ... Can't wait. I was just thinking that I kinda miss kissing you that night..."

July 28 , 2010

We went tubing on a 3 feet deep river. It was relazing. As the wind carried us , you'd see the rocks on the bottom of the river. You just hear the breeze passing by , water trickiling , birds chirping, and you feel the sun beating on your skin. After , we went back to the hotel and showered up. It was going to be our last meal in New York. We ate at George's steakhouse and did I pig out. I ordered a big ass prime rib with mashed potatoes on the side. I ate a big ass salad and tell me how I ate everything and my brother couldn't. We dropped Bob off at the hotel and my brother and me whent for a walk in town and I bought gifts for my family. We went into a store and some guy at the register told my brother "Dude , she's the girl to marry . " My brother just looked at him and said "Dude, that's my sister and she's 16 . " The guy was shocked and we left.

July 29, 2010

Last day in New York. Packed my bags and was ready for the 4 hour ride home. Helped my brother clean his pool. We got Chilli's to go (: and then we went to get icecream and I was dropped off at home by 9:00 p.m. I gave my parents their gifts and they loved it and they were really happy to see me.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

What time you want to go bowling ?

July 23, 2010

Madison and Corey picked me up at 5ish. We went to the mall and ate pizza. Me and Madison we're checking out girls saying yeah or no lmfaoo. When we got our slices we couldn't stop laughing and Corey is so funny. This random guy went by us looking at us like hardcore and the three of us looked down trying not to laugh and I was the first to crack. They followed me after. Then , we went to get a drink and return her ring back. Let me remind you the lady at the register was a bitch and me and Madison got pissed. We went to Spencer's with Corey and we we're trying to find best friends bracelets or necklaces or rings because our broke and Corey was showing what he had in his dorm room of his sex fantasy and I just shook my head. Finally , me and Madison found a bracelet to represent us and then she bought me a gay pride bracelet.

We left then went to Corey's house and I met his mom. We went bowling and I wrecked everyone in the 2nd game with a 165 :P . After bowling we went to BK because I was starving and then to Madison's house. I came home at 11:40. It was a good day (:

Nataliaa

Friday, July 23, 2010

Don't play me

July 22 , 2010

"I'm watching the notebook , I miss you Natalia. I was thinking about you today (: "

"Hey , sorry I was showering and awh we still have to watch that movie together (: and what about me <3"

"I was telling my friend how I'm done with guys and I want a girlfriend, then I was telling her how the only girl I was almost with, I screwed things up with, which was you. But I was telling her how we're still friends but I miss how we were."

"I miss how things we're between us. Don't blame the whole thing on you because it was my fault to because I let you go when I should have chased after you."

"No but it was my fault. And I admit it , and I know it."

" You can't avoid me forever :P"

"I can't avoid you at all"

A couple of hours go by .

"<3>


"I miss you more<3"

"Awh nahh . I do."

"Imagine that ? Get the fuck outta here with that , you know I miss you more because I always be texting you boo :D"

"Nah b, texting don't compare to feelings. I miss you more, Alot ! Your such a cutiepie , your adorable. I love you<3 "

" I love you more than anything. Just remember that <3"

We fell asleep and said our goodnights (:

"I know in the end , you'll break my heart "

Nataliaa





Thursday, July 22, 2010

What Is Love?

July 22 , 2010

Spent the day with my dad. I had to go back to the doctor. Heart racing , palms sweating , stomach shaking. I had the nerves coming to me. " Natalia Guzman , Doctor is ready to see you." ... " Dad come with me " Well , they gave my shots that wasn't necessary and my doctor told me there's nothing to worry about. OK ? Uhm ... there's a giant bump in the back of my head and you say not to worry about it ;; cool. I have to get blood work done tomorrow as soon as my dad gets out of work but I can't eat at all after 10 p.m. and until I wake up . How will I survive? I don't know , don't ask.

"Dad what is love ? "
" LOVE is spending time with your daughter"

My dad makes me cry with the things he says.

My sister texted me making sure everything is OK with me. My mom called and bugged out on my dad because she doesn't like the fact the doctor isn't doing anything for me. I was sitting on the floor and I heard my mom screaming on the floor while my dad is in the kitchen. My mom is just worried because her brother died with what I'm going through ... SCARY .

I think today is the day I'm going to cry myself to sleep while listening to music again.

Nataliaa



Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Back To the OLD

So , I realized I'm going to post my personal life on here instead of Tumblr because I don't want random people creeping up on me and knowing my life. Well , I know the same goes for here but I don't know . I feel better here. More open. A lot has been on my mind since yesterday. My mom told me I'm most likely going to get surgery. I hung out with my sister today to do wedding stuff for her and she took me to McDonald's after. She actually teared up while eating because she was worried about the whole surgery procedure and if I was going to get it.

She treats me like I'm her daughter. She worries when I think she shouldn't. Then she asked me if I was scared. Well , I'm not going to lie. I am. I don't know what to expect out of it. Other than that, we had fun and I just got home recently. I got into an argument with my parents but it passed by. Anyways , I've been neglecting blogger when I shouldn't have. I don't mind coming back here.

Nataliaa